Being in love with someone who has fallen out of love with you. 

Man this may have to be the hardest fact to accept. All you want to do is fix it. Make that person see you the way they used to. You know all of the mistakes you made and what has lead you to that point. But is it too late? How do you fix it? 

You want to talk and find out if there is a chance to fix things. I have no answers. All I have is what I would like to happen and what I want to do to make things right. 

But fixing things is a two way street. Yeah you may have done things that led you to this point but there are things that have occurred that led you to act that way. 

The biggest things is… YOU CANNOT FIX THINGS IF THE OTHER PERSON IS NOT WILLING TO TRY! We all want to and will push and push to fix it but then we get frustrated and angry that nothing is changing. But it’s not changing because the other person is not putting that same amount of effort. They are not fully grasping the situation or understanding. 

If anyone has any suggestions I am all ears! 

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How do I fix it? 

I’m dying inside. That’s what I feel. Every day all I want to do is cry. It’s hard to make it through the day. I’ve cried myself to sleep for the past four days now. Nothing is helping. I’m angry all the time but at the same time I’m so alone. I feel cornered into the darkness and cannot find the light anywhere. I have no one to turn to. No one that will understand. There are days where I want to end it just to no longer feel this way. These thoughts scare me. I try and go about my days keeping my mind occupied and staying busy but it is hard. It’s always there no matter how hard I try. It makes me want to just give up to give into it. I just want to melt into oblivion. I imagine that if I just end it that then there has to be something better. I won’t feel this way anymore. I won’t feel so worthless and empty. I’m struggling. It’s like I’m screaming but nothing is coming out. I’m scared. I’m alone. I fear for what will come.